Having twelve hour work days can take a toll on anyone. I on the other hand not only have a toll taken on me but also end my day with blisters on my feet and headaches of massive proportions. Tomorrow is another day as they say. So to all the people that have worked those twelve hour days. I bid you my respect and admiration for doing it day in and day out. ( That means you my beloved husband and you my amazing father.)
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Happenstance
Been feeling better this past day or so. And I really think the only reason is because I have shut all the other things that drive me up the wall out of my mind. Out of sight, out of mind. I cleaned up a bit and am looking forward to that point when I can say that my apartment is completely put away, clean, and ready to move to the next place. I have some new job opportunities that have just presented themselves after a month long hiatus of no information at all. I feel relieved that I now know what is happening and when it will be happening but it's bitter sweet of course. I now have to face the fact that I am extremely nervous going head to head with other people I don't even know, let alone care for, in front of a panel of judges. We shall soon find out if all my hard work has come to fruition or if I have once again fallen flat on my face. But you know what? Its okay. I'm fine with that. All I can do is be honest to myself about what I want and be honest with the people deciding my fate and hope for the best. I'm not going to lie or cheat my way to the top. I'm going to do it the right way. After all there is only so much one can do before everything around them is reduced to happenstance. Happenstance I challenge thee to show me your greatness. Don't let me down.
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Friday, April 24, 2009
Reflection
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Monday, March 16, 2009
Chicago
Living in Chicago has always been a blessing, and I've spent a good ten years living in the heart of it all in downtown. I have always enjoyed the fruits of the easy access to public transportation and plenty of amazing places to eat and hang out, all within walking distance of each other. I watched Millennium Park get built, and then stopped, and then finally built in completion. There are few things that get under my skin, and one of them is the constant changing of the names of the landmarks I grew up with. First it was Marshall Fields, then Comisky Park, and now finally ( as if the previous blows weren't hurtful enough) the one and only Sears Tower is to lose it's identity. I am tired of living in a city of sellouts.
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Sunday, March 15, 2009
Starting Over
So it's been a while since I've actually invested time in some of my work and I've started to feel like I've lost it. Trying to get past the everyday pushes and shoves to finally sit down and make something can be a very trying experience. Today I sat down and watched some of the podcasts on contemporary art and had all my suspicions affirmed. I have indeed fallen behind. There was a time when I was very emotionally invested in the art scene, yet today I find myself brushing it to the side. Well it's time to get back up and get back in the game. I no longer want to be the one wishing I would have done something about it... I believe deeply in the fact that if you don't use it, you lose it; and although I feel I've lost it I'm not willing to give up quite yet. Time to move on and pick up the pieces and make "art".
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Thursday, March 12, 2009
ANTICS
antics: 1: an attention-drawing often wildly playful or funny act or action 2: a performer of a grotesque or ludicrous part
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